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This blog is to inaugurate an overall inability to do crucial work in 6 months. I'm not a lazy person, very goal oriented and happy to be that way. However, it feels like in many ways my life is falling apart. What better thing to do at this point than blog. Anyway for an obsessive compulsive type A personality the fact that I didn't make my bed this morning (and don't plan to) is living on the wild side...
I feel like so many people have given leeway to kind of feel and do what I like. I'm trying to balance this need to go on with my life with the feeling that it's pointless. I wonder if this is one of the seven stages of grief, I should look it up.